Tuesday, April 24, 2012


#11: Moving Mountains: Mr. Faithful
            I dragged my hands down the ends of my black wig as I got into my car. It has been a couple of weeks since Drake and I started trying this whole relationship thing. No labels exactly yet, but we both knew that we were something, that much I was sure.
          I had decided to visit Drake since it seemed that he was always coming over to my house lately, surprising me. I bit my lip holding back a smile quickly glancing around for signs of paparazzi but seeing none I buckled myself checked my appearance briefly in my rearview mirror, straightening it and shifting out of park.
It seemed that the media had given me a break lately and I was enjoying the continuous disappearance of the slandering stupid-ass bugs. I embraced every moment I could without them around.

          I sighed happily as I continued my venture to Drake’s house.  He had called me earlier that he wanted to announce something big later on today and I had bugged him to just let me know but he was persistent on waiting to properly tell me the news.
         Just the thought of waiting had made me roll my eyes and side eye my phone hoping he could feel the intensity and annoyance I was caring through the phone. Evidently, it was successful because I could hear him snicker before he commented to not get that look on my face. I once again rolled my eyes at his bull crap jokes.

         He really did make me happy which I occasionally mentioned but not to often since he tended to like to act cocky like he was the shit.

I chuckled as I reminisced on one of our conversations that took place on the back patio of my house.

            “Drake…what the hell are you doing?” I questioned holding back a small chuckle at his distraught face as he tried to loosen himself from the minor entanglement he had gotten into. “I uh…kinda- just- um…” He stuttered in replied glancing back and forth between me and the sprinkler system that was shifted and twisted up around his ankle. “How in the hell….” I began, circling him with a light laugh. He frowned as he looked back down at his foot and tugged at the knotted hoes around his ankle.
             I let one of my dimples show before retreating back a littles way unsuccessfully trying to sneak away. “Where are you going?” He questioned looking at me curiously/ suspiciously. I smirked before walking over to the sprinkler system. “Nic….” he stated with a warning tone, “Yes, babe?”I questioned with wide innocent eyes. “You better not, Nic” He warned again. “Better not what?” I questioned blanking my eyes, widening them more. He squinted at me as I let a sly look cross my face. I reached over to the control system as his eyes flashing panic. “Nic, Don’t! Stop! Fuck!” He yelled pulling at the sprinklers once again as I let out a loud giggle before turning on the sprinklers.
            A loud scream filled the air as I doubled over laughing, stomping and clapping as he was continuously sprayed in the face and anywhere else the water could reach as he moved drastically and frantically.
            After a few more seconds, I turned off the sprinklers and continued doubled over laughing as I slowly made my way over to him swaying from the repeated shifting of my weight due to my unbalanced laughter. I smiled widely at him as I neared his soaked figure. “Hey!” I stated happily as he stared up at me unamused. I chuckled and pulled his ear as I stated, “Don’t be upset, babe” I smirked until I saw something flash across his eyes, I gave him a weird look as a small evil smile crawled onto his face. He pointed down at his leg and as I glanced there I realized that my actions had helped him get out. My eyes widen a little as he began to get up.
          I turned to run taking a few steps before being softly tackled by a soaked figure. Two strong arms wrapped around my waste taking me down, rolling my once dry clothes into the wet grass. I groaned annoyed and pouted as he hovered over me after I rolled onto my back. “Fuck you” I said looking him in the eyes.
        He chuckled before capturing my lips with his and deepening it momentarily. “Hmm, maybe later” I rolled my eyes shoving him off me as he laughed laying beside me.
            A few peaceful minutes passed by before I felt eyes on the side of my face. I turned on my side to face his turned head. “What?” I mumbled staring back at him. “Nothing…you’re just…this is unreal.” “Stop being so dramatic” I said jokingly as I smirked. He lifted an eyebrow at my ironic statement before he shook his head and looked back up at the setting sun. “…I love you, Drake.” I stated quietly into the air. “I love you too, Onika.” He replied quietly back before pulling me into his side, letting what was left of the sun dry us off in the damp grass.

            I couldn’t help the giddiness that came over me at this memory and my excitement to see Drake increased. I pulled into his drive way and parked the car. I replied my pink lipstick and ran my hands through the ends of my black wig again. I unbuckled and pulled the key out of the ignition and laced it on my finger as I strutted up his entry way.
         A brief movement of something by a window distracted me momentarily. I blocked it out for a few seconds before the movement caught my eye again. I nosily paused and headed closer to the rather large window.  I glanced in seeing Drake and smiled about to turn back to the door before the shadow of woman figure walking towards him entered the window perspective. My eyebrow lifted in surprise but I tried to not think to much of it and once again went to turn back to the door.
            The next action had me halted in place. She walked towards his body as he face the window and tippy-toed up to his level and rested a hand on the back of his neck bringing him down to her lips.
            My heart thudded in my chest as I stared unblinkingly at the scene before me. I felt my lungs close and my chest swell up and pound against my chest. My head started to throb and ache in confusion.
            I unfroze myself as they pulled apart and Drake opened his eyes looking directly into mine. His eyes showed shock as my eyes reflected back anger and despair, along with betrayal. I shook my head in disgust as I turned around not even having the strength to blow up at him properly.
            My mind buzzed as I heard the front door being thrown open. “NICKI! WAIT!” Drake screamed racing over to me. I mumbled to myself ignoring him as he continued to make his way closer to me as I speed walked back to my car. “Nicki! Just let me explain!” “Explain WHAT!” I snapped turning around shooting daggers into him. “How the fuck do you explain that shit, Aubrey! HUH!?!?!” “It’s not even like that, Nic! Just let me explain!” “How the fuck could you stand there and let her kiss you?”
          “Nic! It’s just an act!” “An act? OH? So was all that bullshit you told me about loving me and shit an act too?” “Nic, you know that’s not true!” He stated blocking me as I tried to get to my car once again.“Did you really ever even care about me, Aubrey?” I questioned turning back to his face, “Did you really ever even love me? Or where you just trying to amuse yourself by getting me to finally go out with you; making me cave and fall for you...”  
          “Nicki! It wasn't even like that we were just-” “I DON'T CARE! YOU WANT HER YOU CAN HAVE HER. I'M DONE! GO BACK TO MAKING OUT WITH YOUR WHORE” I felt the tears build up in my eyes as I shoved him out of my way and ran the rest of the way to my car.
         Through my blurry vision I could see him following after me.  I glanced at the doors of his house to see the confused girl standing there. I immediately pulled out and drove off....away from the heart-breaker...away from the betrayal.


AN: Aloha! Hey guys! NIC IS BACK! Isn't that fucking awesome! I wasn't able to have the right mind to type anything when she left I definitely wasn't in the mood. Now with her return I'm smiling moreeee -sings-. Anyways. I know this isn't much and I tried to extend it but there is only so much I could add without giving away next chapters so you will have to deal :)
I HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE NEXT FLASHBACK (re-read that chapter if you need) HOW DO YOU THINK NICKI IS GOING TO SOLVE THE WHOLE PRESS ISSUE? HOW DO YOU THINK SHE IS GOING TO PROVE BOTH OF THEM INNOCENT? The more answers the sooner the next update! Post as many scenarios as you want! The more the BETTER!
I love you guys and continue reading! I appreciate all the comments, love and support from you guys! ^__^



Tuesday, April 10, 2012


Flashback: Slip-ups: Past Life

Nicki....” “Hmmm?” “What the hell happened?”

             “I....I don't know...” I responded biting my lip as I shifted again in my spot. “Really because that was quite an interesting interview you just had” Drake stated in a sarcastically dry manner. I paused for a moment holding back my tongue before responding, “I'm working on it Drake....just...don't worry about it I'll figure something out and call you back, okay?” “Alright....I just...I want to know....what happe-” “Drake” “Yea, I got it. Sorry. Call me back.” “I will, bye.” “Yea,” I heard him release a deep breath into the phone. “Yea, bye.”

          I sighed hanging up and pulling up twitter. I checked my mentions lurking through my barbz comments. I giggled at some and favorited them waiting for them to comment per usual

@BarbieNika: Lurknika alert!!! We see you queen! @NickiMinaj

         I chuckled before responding: “Ha! But I wasn't hiding Barbz :*"

       I watched my mentions go crazy as they overflowed with comments and freaking out. I continued faving and retweeting my barbz until I saw a tweet that really caught my attention.

@MayainMoscow: @NickiMinaj Soo what was up with that interview, Nicki? Was that a truth slip?

         I rolled my eyes but decided to use the opportunity to try to gain back the ground I had lost during that interview.

No....it was just a verbal mishap, barbz. BEWP!”

          I giggled as everyone freaked out not actually expecting me to respond to such a tweet.

         After a moment with the barbz and responding I decided to take the time rest before my photo shoot. I was already tired and the day had just begun.

         My dreamless sleep was soon interrupted when the SUV hit a small ditch jolting me at the same time as my phone decided to repeatedly buzz. I groaned sleepily as I shifted and grabbed my phone. 7 message appeared on my phone immediately which I took no particular surprise too. As I opened the texts and emails however, what I read made me sit up and readjust my position. “What the fuck...” I mumbled to myself as my face scrunched up in confusion at the texts from Lauren telling me something had leaked. I momentarily, thought it was the new music I had been recording lately but soon realized she wouldn't be freaking out as much as she was if it was just that. I decided to get on twitter and snoop around to see what my barbz knew considering they seemed to know more than I did at times with their nosy asses.

        As I entered the twitter world a link seemed to be passion through all of Team Minaj and repeatedly sent to my mentions. I clicked the link wearily and impatiently waited for it to load.

      What I saw shocked me so much I sat there dumbfounded for almost ten minutes before replaying the video.

Her arms wrapped around his waist as he pulled her into his chest. You could tell it was a deep intense moment as the shuffled a part slightly. His mouth moved and she smiled up at him. He smiled back before speaking again. To far from hearing you could still tell there was a spark between them. He brought her chin up with his finger tips and kissed her lips intently tilting her head to full view to the camera.

         Wait....is that- “ME!” I screamed aloud in shocked. “What the fuck!” I exclaimed again waking up Safaree as he hurriedly turned around and looked back at me widely with a scarce far look on his face. “What the hell's going on?!” “They got the damn video!” “What video” “That got damn video of me and Aubrey from almost half a year ago!” “What? Are you sure?” “Hell yea, I'm sure, nigga! LOOK!” I exclaimed trying not to hyperventilating as I passed SB my phone. “Damn.” I heard him mumble. “I just recovered from that bullshit interview and now my fans are gonna think I'm lying to them....fucking perfect/” “We need a press conference.” “No Shit.” I said giving Safaree a look as I frustratedly took back my phone. “Hey! Ain't my fault you couldn't keep yourself from Drizzy” SB said smartly with a smirk. “Serious...don't fucking try me right now, Safaree. Don't play with me.” I said my eyes going to slits as I spoke to him. I turned to the window rubbing my temples slightly as I groaned again as my phone continued beeping. “This is bullshit.” I huffed.

I sighed one more time before going to twitter and tweeting briefly before cutting the volume off my phone: “Barbz, I'll explain later, it isn't what you think. Don't question. Just Trust.


           Hey guys! I'm back...sort of. I never really left but I've been everwhere and no where lately. I really just wanted to get this chapter over with. These next few chapters I swear are going to be the death of me. I just can't stand to write them! So I have no real excuse as to why I haven't posted except that I've been putting it off, which explains why this one is so short! (That and Nash Stone has my notes for this chapter and I'm too lazy to wait to get it back from her).

   Anyways, since I've last seen you Nicki has tweeted me and faved me :) (Yes, I'm smiling mad hard right now). You don't know how BLESSED I feel! I really don't know what to do with myself. I swear I've never liked being the random person I am until the day Nic decided to only bless me with her beautifulness in my mentions twice, lol! Oh, Jabari tweeted me as well! Aha! That was quite amusing :) Other than that nadda mucho has been going on. I'm in my busiest month of the year. Prom is coming up! That's exciting! All nighter 7-5!!! WOOT!
     That's about it. So I hope you enjoyed. I'm going to try to  update more often but don't expect these next chapters to be great or long because I really just want to get these next few chapters out the way so I can get to the REALLY good stuff ;)